Illness

Feufff she tells me almost everyday : “Aret fimé pilon” – “Stop smocking ****” but it seems so hard. i think im really on the road to stopping those last days. i’ve been the host of too many viruses those last days and even if i wanted to it would be difficult for me to smoke.

That makes me think of something, Vek has a nice theory on why i’ve been soo sick and have got so much weird stuffs happening to my health those last months, he says that its all related, its “La maladie d’amour!!!”-”Love Illness”… Hahahaha, i laughed sooo much when he put forward this theory that i could have choked to death, lol, btw that would have been nice. And now that some days have passed, and i though about it a little i think that may b part of it is true, but i’ll never know. i know she turns me on and that it makes me sad to have lost her but heeyyy come to the real world man, love cannot kill me at least it hasn’t proved so. im tempted to say ” What Does not kill you makes you stronger “.. But im too down to b strong right now, im almost touching the bottom and drowning in my tears…