Kill me im dumb!

I realise how i can be sooooo dumb some times,euh nopes i meant all the time..

Some people don’t try to understand me, and as usual i do the same mistake over and over again.. start a convo and cut it short, lol, that sooooooooooo makes some of them mad…

my feelings are weird, im a maso guy, that’s for sure..

im starting to hate each and every feeling thats related to love, at least friendship is still there..

im not asking each and everyone of you to try to understand me, but let it be, im like this so cut the crap and leave the shit that i am as i am, you know that i wont change.. From time to time i get  stuck in my own inner depression, im sorry if i end up influencing you with it..

Sometimes i do expect something that u wont even think of doing, i kind of relate what i feel to everyone, lol, hopefully there aint many like me ..

anyways, im stuck behind.. just need a rotor to turn me up .. Fuck electromechanics getting up my brain!! dduuuuuhhhhh, which reminds me  that ive got to get to my notes, cuz they wont get to me..

Terminons sur une note francaise,

au mon dieu je n’arrive pas a me concentrer sur mes études, trop beaucoup d’influence a la maison, scrubs, heroes, dragonball, justin.tv, … et trop peu de motivation a l’uni, donc quelle peut etre la solution a mon mal??

Je crois bien que cela dois certainement venir de moi! Parceque je crois bien que tout le monde y arrive sauf moi..

je crois en moi, je peut le faire mais il me faudra juste un peu plus de champignons que les autres pour pouvoir grandir “va y mario”, et peut etre meme une ou deux boite d’epinard comme popeye..

Attention le nouveau fred essaiera de debarquer dès que possible, veuillez attacher vos ceintures, nous decollons pour un fred nouveau dan 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.9999999, 1.9999998, 1.9999997, 1.9999996, …

Euh desolé mais le vol vient d’etre annuler, cause inconnu, ah si si, j’ai les chocottes!!..

:S, on vera bien la prochaine fois,

tant de mots pour ne rien dire, voila a quoi ce résume fred, tout plein de bla bla mais finalement c une merde , qui pu comme toutes les autres euh peut etre meme plus que toutes les autres, Je suis la merde ultime

Le maitre du vent, je suis..

je controllerai mon destin comme je controlle le vent..

ppprrrrroooooooouuuuuuuttttttt….

Take it for granted!

Je suis un con, je suis une merde, je suis chiant, lol.. je suis tellement parfait pour etre l’homme le moins desirable sur terre

J’ai l’impression que je suis la seule personne qui puisse t’enerver aussi facilement, une simple blague tourne facilement au vinaigre, tout ce que je fait est le plus souvent mal pris, mais merde que dois-je dont faire pour limite te faire sourire parceque j’ai l’impression que tout le monde y arrive sauf moi. C’est peu etre le fait que je sois la quasiment tout le temps pour toi, et cela malgré tout me fait enormement plaisir, et la en ce moment meme comme la majorité du temps on est en froid, je sais pas si c’est pour ne pas casser l’habitude ou un truque de ce genre mais bon.

Je sais que je peut etre extremement con et dir des truques si betes que je m’etonne moi mem, mais euh je me demande pourquoi moi je n’ai jamais le benefice du doute. Je suis tout le temps celui qui essaie de recoller les morceaux.

Mais malgré nos disputes, nos querelles perpetuelles, pouvoir passer quelques heures, et meme quelques minutes avec toi, me donne le sourire pour toute une journée, euh sa depend si on s’est encore disputer ou pas ..

merci d’etre la, malgré ma connerie..

When you feel it beat, you know it’s there!

I’m finally done with y last test for this week, still 4 to go before exams start..

ah talking about exams i just had my time table today, OMG i never imagined that would be so aweful, 3 supa dupa hard papers on the 5th, 6th and 7th, yuhuuuuuu…

i’ve been doing some blog exploration lately thanks to http://mauritiusbloglist.blogspot.com/ on which i am listed, thanks to the one that just put me there, i just found some stuffs that were awesome to read, i rather prefer reading what those bloggers have to write than drowning in my notes..

Tonight as usual after most of the s*cker tests im gonna chill out..

its movies night..

fags are missing, anyway im gonna deal without them tonight, but maybe a little 7seas will accompany me..

i’m off to my movies projections..

c u people.

the wait!!

This reminds me of a dumb movie that made me wait looooonnnnggggg looooonnnngggg loooonnnggggg and that made me give up the wait, and guess whats the title of this crappy movie, ” THEY WAIT”.. Guess the banla people remember it!! Don’t u Banla??? Till now im still waiting to watch it integrally! but i think its gonna wait, there are movies that have not yet been filmed that are gonna pass before it..

That’s what i would clearly call waiting in vain..

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Each day that goes by makes me see that life is a shitty test that we all have to undergo.

And till now ive been failing most of the exams, hopefully reseats are available..

Im reseating some papers over and over again, and i don’t think i’ll be able to pass them anyway, looks like i won’t get my life degree!!

Top of those numerous reseats lie the most beautiful feeling LOVE..

Ah shit, why am I always failing this!! hmmm where did i go wrong..

I see friends around me getting along so well with their partners and i stay as most of the time alone with my glass, it seems that its always boozing time for me.. Hopefully im not an alcoholic at least not yet..

At least once I would so much like something to happen for me.. At least feel it and be able to share it and of course feeling it in return.. (L)

Anyway, i’m sorry if this post ends up like this, i just realised that its 3:18 a.m, ive got a test in some hours and my revision isn’t done yet..

Off i go..

Pllooouuuuffffff….

beep! Beep!

The subject of this week for me seems to be love, hmmm..

Some can’t say if they are really in love or not.. But some can actually feel it..
The fire burning within you when u c the person for which u fell, the feeling that time runs by soooooo fast when ur with him/her, the need to spend even only a few minutes with the loved one..

feel he/her breath near ur neck appreciate the moment, feel the thrill of her presence..

Anyway, some don’t feel it..
Some dont feel like feeling it..

Some say they wanna feel it..
But i say.. “…”

No i wont say anything just not to shit on this post…
Cheers

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How can u treat yourself better when u know that uve been shittier than shit itself?..

:S

I feel like shit today..

I’ve lost something that i cherish the most..

I’ve been holding the tears for several hours now..

i couldn’t sleep well..

the worst is that whatever i do, the situaton won’t change..

I’ve become a ” like everyone else now”..

That hurts, it really really hurts..

When u use to share something strong something gr8, but i shall agree that im the one that shitted it out..

I’m just a jerk, an egocentric jerk..

…

back in CITS

lol. Think its the only place where im most motivated to blog.. ..
heps already done…
i wont have time to write more then..
C u

I’m here in CITS, having nothing else to do than to blog with Rooch by my side.. Rooch has finished working and is now checking on her facebook account.. OMG, im really hungry.. Im gonna skip class today to play football pfff, is that judicious!!
Can’t let them down though even if we may lose this match cuz we’re going against “Goodwill” team.. They are known to be amoung the best team present in this tournament. I’ll just try to do my best 553256556555.. ok thaqt what r6o9och is writing .. sorry for the miss typing that’s rooch’s fault, she wants to read but i won’t let her.. Oh trop preC taler to ava lir tA..
Enfin voila she’s done.. So c u.. im leaving ..
babye..

ZZzzzz!!!

Sleep sleep sleep, its all thats left to resume my life lately..
During those past week, i sleep almost everywhere and at any time of the day: in the bus to uni, in my 1st class, in my 2nd class, in my 3rd class, in the library, in the bus on my way back home.. Hopefully i didnt miss the bus stop, like i did several times..

I leave u with some pics of the bridge near eben the view is awesome there but u may get stung by i don’t know what! I was a victim of the “i don’t know what”

Enjoy!..
muaxx

and that’s  a bonus.. hihi.. That’s a little gift from my cousin..

Pff.. Appreciate!